Just another Day

So today is another day. Wedding stuff…ehh that could wait. It’s weird I know I should be all excited and planning non-stop, but I think at this point I have everything set…it’s a matter of financing that’s killing me. I think with times like these, we’re all in a financial bind. It sucks…I feel like I’ve ALWAYS been in a financial bind and I can’t get out of it. I’ve been pretty good with my finances LATELY, but my poor habits from the past is starting to creep up on me.

With so much going on…owning a home, planning a wedding, vacations I’d LOVE to take...it’s hard to factor everything in. It’s like I know we have to make sacrifices, but life seems to be moving fast and since I’m pretty much my 30’s are knocking at my door soon...I don’t want to see it all past by so quickly without me doing the things I’ve wanted to do. Especially travel before I have children.

We’re at that age now, were people are getting married and having kids. I think with my close friends, most of them have children already and I feel like I’m behind, but at this point…I’m happy I still have my adult freedom and have lived a wonderful life so far. Children are a blessing, but I want to make sure that I’ve done the things I want to do as an adult before I have children. The first few years of being a mom I want it to be all about my kid and I don’t want to have any regrets.

Oo to be an adult… It sucks at times with all the responsibilities that you didn’t think about when you’re 18. I know people had warned me about credit cards, and saving money and eating healthy. I’m the type of person that if you tell me what to do..I do the opposite or I’d rather live through the experience..NOW..I’m thinking..”why did I take that approach” and not been the rebel and do what I was told. Ughh.now I’m living knee deep in a financial burden and planning a wedding in the middle of it. While living in an economy where its still struggling through it’s hard times.